same ol’ stuff, what do you expect?

dear wordpress,

yesterday was a very hot day. 35 degrees. went with mum to fairfield and cabra at 9am till 12pm.

been tryna study but seriously the second question is so damn confusing. i havent read all the texts and that could be my downfall. ahhh i hate worrying about useless stuff. stuff that shouldnt matter at all. why are all these materialistics things overtaking our life? time are slipping away but time is not real. its just something we form within our mind, something that is created in our society. i should stop worrying about time. i hate deadline, i hate wanting to know what gonna happen next when it never gonna happen. am i making sense?

life is very confusing. so many perspectives. i want to be a tree! i just want to observe things passing by, to see the world around me changing while i stay the same.

my mind is going crazy. if i could i would escape from society. if my fear would just leave me i would run out of this house and go somewhere far far away. if only i wasnt a human who need food and water to survive then i would wander to the end of the universe. but what the point of saying all these when its never gonna happen?