i hate thee essay

my head is hurting! its due tomorrow. im gonna pull an all nighter ( i wish) i been trying to pull an all nighter but everytime my alarm went off at around 2 or 3 i would turn it off and go back to sleep and before i know it, the night is gone and it is next morning. i hate my “leave it to the last minute” attitude. even though i gather all the info (or most of the info) i always leave it to the last minute before attempting to start on it. and im so worried! about my other essays and the upcoming exam. am i ready? HELL NO

ahhh im crying now T.T stupid essay! go die! i cant wait to hand it in tomorrow! then i can finally shop !!!!! i think.  no time to blog. back to essay writing. DIE essay

to livo to movie

went to eat at rashay and watched movie today. picked up ching and zerris. kong and pan didnt want to eat so they went to livo instead and told us that they gonna meet us there when we finish eating.

we arrived at rashay first and waited for banu, darwin, william, david and shane to arrive. half an hour wait! whew. waited and just talk then went in, and order our food and etc. it was nice. i like the chicken.

then to livo and met up with kong and pan.

went to watch “fired up.” it was alright. i dont like it…much but the others do. too much stuff in it that i dont like. then the other went home while me, kong, zerris, ching and pan went to woolies to buy stuff. i bought vanilla chai tea and soy milk! im beginning to like soy milk. too bad i have no frothing machine. it be way nicer if i could just froth the milk. chai tea is just so delicious. i love the smell and taste so try it with soy milk. it’ll be like heaven.

only three more days till uni start. doesnt feel like a break. dammit. days just gone by so fast. and all i do is watch movie (pokemon) with my brother and sister. sigh*

whisper of the heart

do you like to be praised by answering everyone’s expectations? will your smile always be beautiful even if you hide your true self?

i just watched “whisper of the heart” (studio ghibli) i love it! that is all.

what am i to you? i dont like this feeling. i want to curl away and run away from this feeling. i wish i could turn this sadness into happiness. i yearn to be free, to spread my wings and fly to that clear blue skies.

what are you expecting me to do? why are u controlling me?

the end

havent update in such a long long time. my comp decided to die on me! grrrr. and im stressing over my two assessment tasks.

im getting confused with the days. keep thinking that its thursday today when in fact its only wednesday. or when its weekends thinking it is weekdays.

i finished working at the easter show! it was fun and different and i want to do it again next year! im gonna try to apply at other places now. i want to quit maccas and work somewhere different and new. but its so damn hard with the economy. so fingers cross.

um nothin much really happened. been raining for a few days now. and omg! i got $900! from the government. another $900! woot!!!!!

well i better get back to my work. so much work to do so little time. i wish i could stop time.

waking up just to finish my assessment

1 done 1 more to go!

i finished my visual and media culture assessment. i hope i did alright. you only need 375 words for each images! but damn what a hecktic night. so i slept at 11pm, woke up at around 230 to continue with my typing, then went back to sleep cos i couldnt think what else to write, then woke up again at 4am then back to sleep before waking up at 6am to finish off the assessment. that was soo weird but i found it to be more…. effective? you sleep, you wake, you got new ideas!  shud try that. u know that its gonna be due the next morning or in a few hours so u try not to procrastinate.

so went to uni at around 930am cos i have this research participation thingy for my psychology. took around 15 mintues to do. then went to hand in my assignment in this assignment box, then to library to do some studying.

home by 1230pm and slept till 5pm!  what a day!

its just like art all over again

so this assignment is killing me.  analysing images! just like high school art. geezus.  i can never escape high school work. for some reason high school and uni work are so similar. and dammit i cant seem to think or anaylse the image. i been procrastinating. and  is almost done. just need to somehow write it into neat sentences. so if there is a god out there help me finish this assessment so i can do my other assessment asap!!!!

work today. days gone by very fast. and i love morning shifts@ i dont care if i have to wake up at 4am just to go to work. if its mean that i can have the night and evening to myself then im a happy girl!

it was raiing too! at around 330pm! when i just finished my shifts. and damn it was packed due to the rain. my plan was to go and buy showbags but dammit! how can u walk when everyone kept on bumping into you? i bought my two brother a showbag each! first time. and they were so happy. ^^

supermario showbag for my little bro and this guy magazine pack (with cars and chicks) for my older brother. i was afraid he wouldnt like it but glad he was happy with it. was planning to go and buy something for my sister but she a really tough one. so hard to pick wat she would like! lollies=no, magazine=no, soft toys= no. what the bloody hell does she want?

my back was aching due to the heavy showbags. i got myself  the “ok” showbag and “cleo” show bag. i want nova showbag so i might get that on friday. yay! no work for the next three days! tuesday, wednesday and thursday off! woot.  which mean i can catch up on my uni work!!! lots and lots of catching up to do.  *Sigh*

better get back to my assessment analysing images!

to the easter show

i’d been working for 4 days already! 5 days straight for tomorrow. how i handle it? i have no idea. on top of that i got two assignment due on tuesday and thursday.

okay, so friday, worked at the easter show from 930am till 330pm. then after work met up with kong, pan, bel, david chen and their two college friends and we just pretty much walked around. i also bought two showbags and three soft toys. i wish my net is back so i can upload some really awesome pics. i got two wall-e soft toys and kung fu panda. they so CUTE!  i want the nemo and elmo as well. only $5!!!! awesome.

okay, so met the people and went on this really crazy ride! lol. it was fun. it spin so fast!!!!!! it was hecktic. went backwards as well. i was laughing so hard.  gahh but that was the only ride i went. then we split.

and so me and kong and pan went and explore. my first time exploring easter show. and it was wonderful. i love seeing new and strange things i never seen before. it makes the experience so much more exciting. we went to this pavillion and saw this human person in a box. but he doesnt really look like a human. i took picture of him as well. he’s so coool!!!! the person was in a box where there are two big holes. we gave $3 to the guy where he took it. then did all this weird moves and then pop came the voodoo biscuits! it was so mad. so hard to explain but it was awesome! then we walked to this fish market place where we get to eat prawns, while standing up, on this high table thing. another good experience. i didnt eat prawns, kong and pan did. but i did eat sushi! yummy

anyway, it really hard to explain so i have to upload photos.

the night was so beautiful. we met a little 4 year old boy who were outside, minding a kite area. his father was off to the showbag area and so we approached him and he told us in this cute voice “my daddy is not here so u cant buy anything yet.” we ask him the price of the kite, “these are $15, $20, $25″ Awwwwww so we sat close by and just kept watch of him until his daddy came back.

i saw a cow! a big white cow, that float! it was cool. we also went on a ferries wheel! that was so cool! i love it. so scary at first when it went up high and higher but after a while it was so nice. the wind, the scenery, the night sky! someday i wish to go on a ferris wheel again!!!!!

then we sat and talked and watched the fireworks! it was beautiful. but i was so tired. i been up since 7am and got home around 11pm that day. also have work the next morning at 6am. i dont know how i manage. my parents thinks im crazy! and im starting to think so to.haha!

so overall it was a good easter show day since…ever! the first time i actually like easter show.

i cant wait to buy more showbags.

i still have uni. sucks i know. but only 2 days of uni this week before my break. yay… well not really .i really need to catch up on my work. for some reason im falling behind! it sucks! next semester  i will try to stay on top of the world! seriously. afterall i made a promise to my self that i will conquer uni!

saturday worked for 11hour straight with only half an hour break! strange how i wasnt that tired, not until i got home that is. sunday work from 6am till 3pm

i got bitten! by mosquitos. my hands hurt like hell, due to lifting heavy stuff, so my palm is hurting like a bitch.

first day at easter show

it was hecktic. very different, but good experience. tiring but not as tired as maccas. so before i started work (at 330pm) went to city to buy manga. i finally have a complete collection of fruit basket. YAY!

*celebrate, do a happy dance*

also bought “GOTHIC LOLITA BIBLE” woot. but its volume 3 instead. i cant find volume 2. i love it. my sister said “why u need it? its not like ur wearing those kind of clothes.” and im like “i like looking at it and maybe can get some ideas. you know, improvise? ” and yeah.

also got absolute boyfriend, and milliennium snow and gakuen prince. cant wait to read. altogether, 8 mange and one magazine. ^^

*do a happy dance*

then went to eat subway, yummy.

i saw a bunny! a huge white bunny walking along town hall. i want to touch it but there were people surrounding it. lol. and it was talking to this person as well and i couldnt help but laugh. dont know why. maybe cos its mouth is not moving and it’s smile is kinda dopey in a way.

then train to lidcombe, change to olympic park, free entry! then straight to the showbag area. was kinda  nervous. i was put on and was show how to use register, how to pack showbag and etc etc. was confused at first but after 10 mintue i got the hang of it. quite easy to be honest. and its fun.

nearing the end me and this other girl were so bored since no one came to our stand, just muck around and talk. it was fun. tomrrow work again at  930am till 330pm. am planning to go and buy some showbags with kong tomorrow. she coming tomorrow! woot.

the night is very beautiful. during my break i went outside and the rides was lit up with beautiful sparkly lights. my eyes were like O.O and i sat there, eat and look at people screaming and rides going round and round, with lights flashing around. it was nice.

that is all

easter show job

i got the job. well i got the job since last week when they txt me that i will be having my induction today.

so remember the interview i mentioned from my previous previous entry? that was the easter show interview for showbags! yay. and guess how much im getting paid? $18! woot. easy money in two weeks. cant wait to start! thursday im starting so people, come and see me! and no!!! im not giving away any freebies! its called stealing people. and i dont want to steal just for you people who are to cheap to buy your own stuff. so get that in ur head.

new experience!  cant wait. will be working on thursday, friday possibly monday and tuesday. but have to see first. and also have my maccas job as well. so i have to balance between two job at the same time. saturday and sunday will be hell!!!!  i got a 11 hour shifts on saturday. cafe as well. crazy i know! but blerh, totally need money.

so for the next two week i will have no social life. will need to do uni work as well as working. can i handle it? i hope so.

so today induction was alright. went to the city first just to buy manga! i lovee kino!!!!!!! so many manga. i can stay there for hours!!!!! but didnt of course. catch the train to townhall, buy 5 books, then catch a train to lidcombe, then to olympic park and met this girl. and we walked to the wrong place for our induction. there were 4 of us who were lost. sat around the table waiting, and talking. they are so pretty. one was 18, the other is 15 and the other i think was 20.

then when it hit 330pm we were like where is everyone? went down stairs and ask people and so we walked to the gate 13 place. we were late but anna was fine with that. she’s really nice!

filled out form, got our uniform, checked the days in which we are roster on etc. so yeah! it was cool. so excited. walked to station and made a friend, larisah! she really nice. half aboriginal and half Greek. that is so awesome. talked, etc. then off home!

got home! jump up and down and yeah, told the family what happened~

that is all

i dream

of dying my hair! red! it was such a strange dream. so very weird.

so  i woke up at 7am. went back to sleep cos it was so cold. then the dream come out of nowhere.

mum and me was walking and then i suddenly shout out “i want to dye my hair”

took me to the hairdresser and there were so many people getting their hair done

sat at one of those salon chair, a towel was wrapped around me and mum just left.

waited for the hairdresser to do my hair.

a whole bunch of people came to the salon. sat around.

waited

waited

something happen.

jump out of the chair and walked out of the salon ,shouting “i  be right back”

so in the end i didnt get my hair dyed. how sad. i woke up before it was even dyed.

lol.

now that was a very weird dream.

anyway, do want to get my hair dyed! soon.