maths today!!!

well, had my maths exam today and it was bad bad bad! i fail for sure cos i didnt study! haha! well, three hours of sitting and writing and tryna solve and memorise is giving me the headache! i skip…most questions and was about to walk out an hour early or so but couldnt so kept working and wrote bullshit answer! i hate leaving questions out!

afterwards, went out and zerris and huong were still outside waiting for us! damn it was hot outside! drove to cabra where they have to do something before driving to kong house to see if she want to go maccas to eat but too bad she was working at 1pm! so called tram to eat! maccas, eat, then to harvey norman to look around at stuff!

then to zerris’s house to get the tafe booklet thingy. saw his two little puppy! they so cute! me like zee’s house! it was big!

drop tram and pan at their destination! then picked sis up from school before home time!

well, work tomorrow at 4 and possibly friday and saturday as well!

that is all

to the movie plus kong’s bday partyyyyyy

went to the movie today with kong, tram, pan, william, david and soreun (LOl i dont noe how to spell his name) uhhh, i was abit late to the station since something happened before i can get out of the house. but thankfully made it the station. lol. sorry for being late guys!

waited for train, to livo, bought tickets, went to maccas to sneak food inside the cinema, watched SAW V and omg its really disgusting and scary (esp. the screaming and the killing and how the killer are so corrupted and all that shiit. its about playing with human’s mind and instincts and testing them, while they try to kill each other. watever)

i was hiding behind my jumper most throughout the movie. yes, i am a scaredy cat!! i so hate horror movie but since its a special day and kong love love horror movie i just went with the flow. didnt get to finished my food since the beginning was so disgusting that i just lost my appetite.

then went back to cabra while the guys continue to play their tekken! them and their games.

to my house where i drove them to fairfield to pick up kong’s cake, then to get ice and then called the guys to come so i can pick them up and show them the way to kong’s house. i thought soreun was driving but when they turned the corner, they were damn walking, so have to drive the girls back to kong’s house before driving back to the meeting place and picked them up. sigh*

then to tram’s house to sing cos kong have to do some cooking before kong came and sing for abit. then to kong’s house to party or whatever.

uhhh, eat cake? at around 730ish, before going to the park where we just hang around for an hour. it was fun in a way.

back to kong’s house to play double dare. LOL moment. much kissing and hugging and stuff. not going to too much detail!

then drove the guys and pan home at around 11ish. damn them and their direction. tryna confused me and stuff.

and now im home and have not done any studying!!! doh doh!!!!!! i hate you maths. its an epic fail for me!!!!!! no doubt about it!!!!!! guess i wont be able to go to uni after all!!!!!!

regret

i so regret not choosing general maths instead of advance.why oh why did i do advanced for? i hate the word regret. i dont want to regret. i hate the feeling of regret and wishing you could have done something differently. so i try not to regret but no matter how hard u try to remind urself the regret feeling is still there, hanging around. right now im tryna escape from the stress, the worry, the upcoming exam and my lack of studying. do i really want to go to uni?

you know, i dream of uni! of going to a campus, lectures and this feeling of adulthood. i dont know. you kno how u watched movie and students going to uni or something and like i really want to experience that. i want to see what it feel like to be a uni student. at this rate i highly doubt it.

sigh” there is that feeling of regret! i so hate it!

well, i worked today again! doreen asked me yesterday if i could worked today and well, seeing how im not doing nothing i go okay! five hours shift. i hate the rush hour, where students come home from school and come to maccas to eat. its really annoying how they kept ordering happy meals and asking for the toys! urghhh. kids and their toys!!!! its not even that exciting.

well, another day gone.

its 1am! kong bday! and working for three days straight

well, i just got home from work an hour ago! been working for three days straight. yeah, shouldnt i be concentrating on my hsc? but like i feel so relaxed and calm while i work. how weird aye? well, my whole life doesnt revolve around the hsc so i guess its alright. at least i know i will get the weekends off to study before the maths exam. and yes i didnt study intensively for the last couple of days. And do you wanna know why?

i am going thru an ANIME phase! literally going crazy over anime. omg! after watching kenichi, then rewatched angelic layer and pretear, then ouran host club high school, and then kare kano and then now midori no hibi! i am going crazy over anime!!!!!!!!  i so want to collect it and buy it but for now i am illegally downloading it hah!

today was kong’s bday!!!!! yes, she turned 18!!! she is offically an adult! ^^ too bad she have maths exam. i went around buying pressie for her and cakes and stuff. bought flowers, a bear, ballons, cake and wish i could get her a phone but im broke. NO ONE FREAKEN CHEAP IN!!!!! sigh*

cake was nice. love love it. so want to get it now, just for my enjoyment. went to pick them up at school then to cabra to eat then to tram;s house to eat cake and hang around and made plan for this saturday! yes shud be home studying but watever!

gonna go to watch movie in the morning then to kong’s house to celebrate and party!!!! no work no work for the first time!

well, its 1am! have to go and sleep now

the end of english!!!!! celebration!

so today was english paper 2 exam and yay!!!! finally done and over with. no more english exam again!!! thats it folks! whew was it tiring. constant writing and memorising and etc etc! and yeah, i wasnt that nervous as i was on friday! i think i was finally able to relax and not actually stress cos i already done paper 2. now only 4 more exams to go before the end of high school forever and ever i guess.

well, after the exam and all that, drove to livo with friends. eat, then just look around. and yeah, you know me. have to go and buy book! i was tempted to buy three books but restrict myself to only one. then bought lollies (500g for $7) OHHH and we saw this elmo toy!!!! kyaa! it was so cute. went to big w and saw the elmo and touch it toes where it start to talk! then when we got out i show it to kong, zerris and tram! so hilarious!

goes something like “elmo love you.. uh huh… mwah mwah!” LOL!!! i so want to get it! and tram goes abit hyper afterwards!

then off to home since we almost stayed there for 3 hours! drove zee home who kept saying watsabi! grrrrrr!

then kong home, then pan, then picked tram lil bro and drop them home! then home for me!

well maths exam is on next monday so will need to prepare meself!!!!!!!! one week of intense studying for me! hopefully. i always study at the last minute. yeah, bad habit of mine. so hard to get rid of it. doh’

paper one done~!

so yesterday was english paper one hsc exam! and omg i was literally scared! its like it finally hit me that i am actually doing the hsc! why didnt it hit me like 2 weeks ago instead of the morning of the exam??? gahhh. butterflies and constant worrying if i will remember the essay. then in we go and 2 hours of writing. and i think i fail! literally fail! epic fail! i bullshit the creative story since i have no idea what to write plus headache appeared out of no where making it hard to think. plus the essay for the last section totally killed me! and the damn comprehension. what the hell r u on about? whatever! its over! no more paper one english exam ever again!!!!! no time to dwell on it cos paper 2 is on monday…. gahhh!

worked today! instead of 12pm-7pm cynthia called me to work early at 9am-5pm. and guess what? back area! woot. it was fun and stuff. one time i was by myself since all the guys went somewhere grrrr! i was cleaning my area when the screen was filled with orders and i was like shit to myself… called the guys to come and help me and yeah. so funny…

and kong was working at the back as well. start at 12pm. 2 sides were opened and one side was girl while side 2 is all guys. was vsing them to see who can make the fastest burger etc etc. dont even know who won!

karah told me to work again tomorrow morning at 6am-11am even tho i n/a it. but seeing how they need people i say okay! after all its only 5 hours shift.

well off to do some intense studying!!!! 3 essays to memorise!!! somebody kill me!!!!

wish you luck…. cos im shittin myself now! Lol

so tomorrow is the big day for everyone of us! where each and everyone who is in yr 12 are doing their paper1 english exam!!!! let it begin! well, i try not to stress out too much cos when i stress, i get really angry and then start to over worry! literally try to cram everything in my head, overthink etc etc. which i dont want that to happen. i want to stay calm as much as possible and treat it like every other exam! do every damn questions, try the best you can and dont ever regret! its just one obstacles we all need to hurdle over! no need to think that its the end of the world yet!

i wish you all the best friends and stranger who is going the same thing as me! yeah, procrastination domination! funny how we all in the same boat.

uhhh, so lets recap the last couple of weeks during my holiday! didnt work this week (not until saturday of course)

Monday:  what did i do? i cant remember…i think i went to cabra with friends to eat before going to library to do some studying but ended up at tram’s house where i try to rewrite my essay. then somehow, after a few sentence, i got so tired that i fell asleep. woke up 2 hours later. lol! me, kong, tram and huong were tryna study (not really) but i dont think i done much work. how dumb of me. home, to pick up sis from school, home, fell asleep for the whole afternoon. i dont know why i felt so tired. maybe because of working 4 days straight without rest so that why the tiredness start to overcome!

Tuesday : stayed home instead! due to the weather. man it was pouring that day. all i remembered was staying home. did i do any studying? not really… see how reckless i am? its all because of the holiday! no motivation whatsoever.

Wednesday: went parra with mummy! yeah, drove there! but we went to vote first (early voting since it might be so busy on saturday to line up. plus i have work on that day) line wasnt long so yay! then off to parra, tryna find dress and all that but all the dresses are so boring!!!! just window shop and eat, before heading home to cabra, where mummy did some shopping. home, pick sis up from school, study abit!

Thursday (today) i am studying full on! lucky that the test is so far away apart that i shall have time to study for paper 2 english. so u know what? bring it on tomorrow! i will go in there and finally get to see familiar faces! hahah!

also, for those who is doing business study test today????? (yes that zerris and huong) GOOD LUCK!!!! do the best you can! dont cry or stress much! thats one exam down for you guys already so be happy that its over!!!!!

righttt…. and good luck to kong, tram, xtina, xayhong, zerris, huong and other pplz as well…. for tomorrow!!!!!

4 days straight of work

been working for 4 days straight now. and to tell the truth im not that tired. lol! yeah, you can call me a work freak or whatever but working is kinda fun.

yesterday worked 10 hours! yes 10 hours straight with only half and hour break. but it was okay! did drive thru and helping the front from 2pm-5pm and then 5pm-12am cafe! stupid people who kepts coming just to drink coffee. and at night as well. every time i leave the cafe area, a customer would appear out of nowhere and so i have to stop whatever i am doing to serve them. and dining got so dirty that i didnt have time to clean. Plus, why do all those teenyboppers and “guys” (who think they are so cool) hang around the parking area late at night? geez… them and their cars! dont they have somewhere else to go.

anyway, when i was doing drive thru thing, i have this weird dejavu moment. it was raining at one time, and like it just felt like i did this before. lolz! makes no sense. and then i saw this person who i think i met before. just a weird feeling. like u know that you know that person or seen it but cant really remember. or maybe it was just a dream. but yeah…. im way off topic here.

but overall, it was an okay day! just some things can get really annoying.

then i have to wake up early again today to work. swap shift with vichet! instead of doing 10am till 6pm, did 830am till 4pm. i just love doing early shifts! hate night shifts!

not much people today which was cool.

next week only one shift due to the hsc! i wish every one of my friend luck in their exams cos you will need it. and when we all finished we shall celebrate and party the night away (hopefully)

havent bought my dress yet =( didnt have time due to working and stuff. so will need to make time to buy it before the formal! btw, is the formal on?????

same old stuff

well, just blogging since i lost my motivation to actually study. and there only less than 1 week left till i have to sit for my hsc. i know that its there but for some reason i cant get myself work up to actually care. right now tryna fix up and prepare for my english! i know what i want to write and say and so but to actually make it perfect and memorise it? gahhh! its killing me! seriously. i know the contents but for some freaken reason i just cant seem to make it flow from one sentence to another, nor one paragraph to another or link it the next texts!!!!

and bloody maths! i am actually freaking out about that!@@@ i havent study maths yet! can u believe it? and its my weakest subjects of all my subjects!!! why arent i gifted with a brain of numbers?

so been working and working!!!! and i think i got another pay rise of an extra dollar!!! cool aye? earn around $13.26 per hour! awesome! dont know why people think that working at maccas is cheap! its way better then any other fast food store, according to my other friends who worked at other place (and brother)

well, off to do some study (or try to) =.=’

feeling sick, but getting better?

yeah, so i am feeling crappy today. i think i felt sick yesterday night due to the paint. we were painting the room and maybe due to the tiredness i fell sick. weird or wat? was feeling so fine yesterday then after shower i start to feel tired, body was aching and sleepy. so went to sleep real early. like 830ish.

body was still sore so take some medicine before going to sleep again. slept till 6am this morning. cold, body still aching, throat was sore, took some medicine before going back to sleep. and now im feeling a bit better. although the headache and sore throat is still there.

well, Wednesday gone, today Thursday which mean working in the afternoon! my life is so repetitive.  nothing really exciting or fun ever happen. keep reminding myself to study and study but my brain never listen. its betraying me!!!!! gahhhhh…..