so yesterday at work i was trained at the back. came to work at 6am where i just help prepared food for cafe then at 8am i was trained how to make muffin, bacon, sausage, deli, and how to wrap the burger. It was heaps fun. and i know i am bragging but i did a pretty good job and the back people and managers were impressed. then off to lunch menu, where they show me how to put stuff on the buns (onions, lettuce etc etc) and although it got quite confusing at some bit i think i remembered most.
off to break, kong arrived. YAY! finished break, back on the line and i get to do the wrapping plus putting meat onto the burger, and deli as well. hehe! it was heaps fun but very hot! then the day finished which was really fast. so drove home! next week i am rostered on for back area as well. yay! today was way tiring. felt so sleepy for some reason. worked from 6am-3pm and my legs were aching by 12pm. finally home time. my whole body was so sore that i couldnt stand anymore.
tomorrow school and i dont feel like going. have to get to school reall early. which sux so i will need to get up extra early. what happen to my sleep? whatever. major important.
i cant wait till i finally submit my major on monday. no more staying back, no more pressure, no more painting and definitely no more smelling the TURPS that i had been using to make the oil paints drip. that stuff is evil. and i think i am going woozy from smelling that for the last three days.
so, monday will have to get to school by 730am, maybe get gloria jeans hot cocoa, bacon cheese on the way and off to school to do some finishing touches. then off it go to be marked by the boardofstudies markers.
i was tired from yesterday, where some of us stayed back till 6pm, then come back in the morning at 830am. couldnt wake up due to the soreness of the body. damn people who dont have art, and have the days off to do what they want to do. some people already give up on their major work, some dont turn up and some just walk away after turning up for a few mintues/hour. how sad. and i wonder if we are gonna get the best possible mark after putting all that extra work while others been lazing around. whatever
work tomorrow at 6am and will need to sleep early. hopefully its not that cold like before.
yesterday went to city at aorund 9am and bought three books. yay! this book from maureen maccarty chain of heart i think it was called. i remmebered reading it in year 8-9 and had left a big impact on me. u know how u read something from a very long time ago, this feeling of nostalgic memory. and so i went and bought it. now im gonna re read it again. its romance of course but also a touch of something else that is very hard to explain.
well weekend work and read i guess. that is all
so yesterday was the last exam for the term until the hsc in october/november! and i know i could have done better for textiles if i actually put in more efforts as i did for my other subject. guess i cant regret it now since its over! but the hsc i will give it my 110%!
yea, so only art major to do which is due on monday! so staying back and going to school for the next few days. i will breathe and think of art! (well thats what the art teacher say) today went to school to do art and i think i am almost done! *fingers cross* more layering, more colours, more dripping! tomorrow will need to go to school again but im planning to go to kinokuniya first. need to buy books. so i might go at 8am, get there around 9am, stay for one hour, back to cabra, walk to school and do art for the whole day till 5-6pm.
i better get good mark cos i put all my effort into staying back for this subject! so i guess it was fun today. talk with peeps, and continue painting and all that.
woot. 3 hour exam of ancient! and yay finished. man, i dont even know what i was writing during the exam. seem like i repeating and repeating and bullshitting towards the end. but whatever. the hsc i will do much better. haha. too bad i didnt keep up with the scheldale of studying non stop. why did i even bother? like i study only 1 hour before read, watch or sleep. yeah, so for the last four days been bludging pretty much.
only textile left before i am free for another 3 days. but i guess i will need to come in to do my art prac. dammit. due next week can u believe it? hopefully i can get to finish it by the end of this week so no need to take it home!
well, exam start at around 9am finished at 12:05pm. afterwards me, kong, tram and zerris went to cabra to eat pho! which was nice. then to woolies where we bought stuff then home! no i will need to study textile. an hour and a half exam. lucky kong, she finished her exam already.
no fair no fair.
so started at around 6am today and people kept coming thru drive thru. can get reall annoying at times. then finally it was 3pm and get to go home. yippee. other then that. nothing really happen. didnt go shopping yesterday since the weather was very wet, and to tell the truth i dont feel like wasting my money on stuff yet. maybe cos i feel guilty or something, but planning to spend it after the trials. no slacking for me. although i try really hard to study and stuff, it can get so confusing and overwhelming. i try to take it one at a time, not trying to multi task because i have this urge to multi task and overdo it. like i would start on writing notes on pompeii and herculaneum, then half way thru i would start on sparta then vice versa. then i would start to worry about textile! urghhh. better stop and start doing it slowly.
so test on monday and tuesday and i just remember that i have art to finish up as well so will need to stay back on tuesday and the rest of the weeks. hopefully i will get it done! pray to god i will. i dont want to stress over it anymore. how come time is flying by so fast. i realised that it is due in week 7. thats like one more week, 7days left. dammit dammit dammit. why why why ?
thought i could handle two majors but guess i was wrong. yeh, wish i could turn back time and do the whole year 12 again. no time to regret.
no work tomorrow. yay! better study now!
yes, home today and its nice to sleep in for just an extra bit. too bad the sun kept shining through my window, making me wake up at 850am instead. so study for ancient for a bit. just the first two topic. will need to study more later. man, so much to remember, like the sources, the reason and blah blah blah! damn u exam. its making my life very miserable.
so tomorow home again. but i dont think i can stay home. there is nothing to do cos everyone is out! (either at school or work) and the silence (although, at times its good to have the house to myself) is killing me! for some damn reason, i feel so tired staying inside the house (maybe its cos of being inside a closed environment) whatever, i might go shopping for a few hours, home more studying then yeah.
rewatch full house korean drama!!! love love it. the girl is so cute and funny. like dopey funny but at the same time very considerate. they are so cute together. kyahh! yes, im hopeless! although its the only korean drama i like and watch.
somebody recommend me a really good romance book. no teenagers romance one. something that really good, that will have me read in one sitting. o.O im turning 18 soon in september! woot. i think thats like 4 more weeks till my bday so i wonder if im gonna get any pressie? hehe. jokes jokes. but im thinking of doing something with my friends. maybe climb the harbour bridge? do bungee jumping? or just do something weird, such as going to the airports that we were meant to go in the holiday? yeah whatever. and i will get a pay rise as well! yay! wonder how much i will get then?
another exciting news (maybe not to u but to me it is) i will be train at the back next week!!! how cool is that? i will know how to make burgers and all that. (lol) coolies! cant wait for next week. have to get to work at 6am tho since the manager ask me to swap shift from 8am to 6am. but i dont mind! now i will know the whole area, front, cafe, drive thru and soon to be back area!!! woot.
stupid maplestory and the patches! why wont u let me play????? anyone have the game in a cd that i could borrow to download since i try downloading from the site and it still doesnt work. that a waste of my internet usage. damit to hell!!!!! i really want to play but i guess it must be a sign! and the sign is “cant play, start studying” so yeah, i better listen to it and start studying like crazy. after all, the hsc is just around the corner!
thank god its over! yay! for now of course. but still, at least its over and only two test left which is on next week (monday and tuesday) so no school tomorrow and friday. wonder if i shud just go shopping for retail therpary. been so stressful. so maths lasted for 3 hours which was so damn long and tiring. my nose was blocked for some reason. then have a break for 1 hour before how next exam of art. which i think i did alright (fingers cross) home by 315pm. Anyway, home now and am checking out brad and angelina baby pics. The twins are so cute and the family are so beautiful. sigh i really want to meet them.
Yes, i admit that i have a crush on brad. isnt he hot? and yes, i so envy angelina. love love their family.
yay! our trials for english is over and done with. only the hsc to look forward to. so i will need to dedicate myself to studying studying studying and get the best possible marks. i do not want to look back and regret for not putting all my efforts into the most important thing in my school life. Yes, i am making a big deal out of this. although i try to think postive, tryna relax and dont stress out too much cos i know that if i do, i would literally throw a tantrums. yeah, so for the last couple of days i been really angry over the exam and stuff, taking my anger towards my sibling which i know i shouldnt. after all they didnt do anything!
so how i go? well the second part i know i stuff it up since i totally forgot most of the techniques and quote used in the speeches. plus the powerplay of antony and cleopatra! damn it forgot most of that too so i guess i didnt do as well as i could. pray that i get good mark at least.
after exams, went to eat at cabra with kong, zerris, tram, pangaka and huong. we are so picky eater. cant even decide where to go to eat so yeh, just went to this resturant and ate which was really nice. love the ice lemon tea. yum yum. then to woolworths where kong bought a plastic sleeves for her folders, tram bought lollies, pan bought 4 packet of extras (which was only $2 for 2 and so i decided to get some as well) and then home.
study for maths till 8pm then art. man i know im gonna fail maths. for sure. stupid working out and all these problems solving. stupid stupid stupid. so cant wait for thursday and friday. free days! yay! will need to prepare for ancient and textiles of course. ancient on thursday, friday textiles, saturday textiles, sunday full on will study for ancient then monday test for ancient! then afterwards will need to study full on for textiles. wish i could stick to that plan which i know i wouldnt. i will surely procrastinate no matter how hard i try to convince myself to study. the other half of my brain (the lazy one) would say that i have till monday. so yeah, i might study on a sunday instead which is a no no!
whatever. will need to worry for maths and visual art tomorrow. wish me luck!
so english trial today! and i must say i think i did an alright job. at least i answered all of the questions with 5 more minute to spare which i know i should have read over my answer but i was so tired that i hope what i wrote will be good enough. One week of stressing over textile major is finally over! i guess there is this sense of relief that one major is finish, deliver to the markers and only art to worry about plus other exams.
paper 2 english exam tomorrow and im not too confident. so many quotes to remember, too many essay to remember and no matter how hard i try to memorise each of the speeches, quotes and essay i know i will not be able to do as well as i could. well, whatever. will need to worry about maths on day three! i hate maths. i bet i will fail again no matter how much effort and time i spend on revising. damn u to hell.
so for the last three days been trying to finish the project, staying up night and day, desperately trying to sew, and unpick and re-sew the thing again and again. to finish on a sunday morning was a huge relief only to be shattered when i still have the folio to complete. I didnt realise that it would take the whole day to complete. maybe 4-5 hours but by 10pm i still havent finish it and so packed up and went to sleep only to wake up this morning to actually finish it off.
hand it in the morning and was so glad that at least half of my exam mark is done.
love love Gloria Jeans hot cocoa. its so delicious and makes me want to make one at home (if only i have a coffee machine that can froth the milk as well)
what to do when hsc finish in november? thinking of working full time at maccas for the next 3 months till my result come and school commences for next year. i mean, since im not gonna do anything at home with so many spare time (since school finishes) i might as well work. or i could get two job? maybe at gloria jean? that would be cool. well only 2 more months till school actually finish. thats like 8 weeks left? cant wait.
And so i shall need to continue with my studying!
so today school as usual. skip that part. today after school, went home and dad say i can use the car to drive and go somewhere to eat. so drove to my workplace, went inside and i was so shocked! like literally. THEre was a huge tv at the corner!!! AWESOME!!! it was so hugeee!!!!!! and yeah, went to get my payslip, check the roster to see when im working for next week. 8am-3pm i think. bought some food (steam bun McChicken and 6 nuggest… yum yum) and got this coke glass promotion for the olympic!!! *smile* so beautiful! cant wait to work on saturday. only one shift for these few weeks since trials is coming. =( but yeah, cant wait to see other people reaction! hehe… i so want to work today but oh well, gotta do my work and all that
havent finihs my english essay yet. dammit. i really want to get it done but me and my procrastination. and textile work is due next week so im tryna cram it all in to try to finish it. i really want to get a really high mark for my hsc cos i really want to do teaching (primary) but if i cant then i will need to think of another option (tourism? event management? )
after ordering the food went to office work and park the car! guess what? i try to reverse park the car and i did it!!! i was sooo happy that i park it right!! yay to me! anyway, went to buy a folder for textile, a packet of colourful pens and a writing book for english! (will use it to write my essay and stuff) and then drove home! cant wait to get a car! i want the corolla ascent one (1.8L, hatchback, red or blue or green) and i saw one that is only $5000-$8000 but its year 1998. mum say to get the 2000 year onwards but too expensive. blerh…. make me rich!!!!!!!
today, school was fun, have a bit of laugh during free period and recess and lunch! will miss school when its all over! o.O will need to buy my formal dress after trials. dont want to wait till near the formal. all dresses will be gone! so yeah, plan to get it maybe in september? or holiday?
anyway, off to finish some work off. no slacking off.
