busy much? stupid customers

work today and cynthia called me to start early. satrt at 1230pm and been busy since morning. damn you!!! 3-4 people called in sick so we have to start early or stayed back etc. start work and was serving and customers start to give me shiiit. bloody hell. one customer ordered 3 happy meal and wanted fruit bags instead of fries! i even repeat the order and the kid who was ordering even say FRUIT BAGS WITH THE HAPPY MEAL. anyway, the old lady came back later and say “where my fries for the happy meal?” and i was like what?  you got the fruit bags with the happy meal. and she keep saying happy meal comes with fries and fruit bags. told her over  and over again and then manager told her. so she walked away. fucken bitch. And then later she came back to order something and i was using the handheld ordering thing and was asking her if she wanted to order anything. stupid bitch just look at me like im crazy. so walked away and let her wait in line and order at the cashier instead. whatever. its called new technology!!!

yeah, so been busy for the whole day. help out at cafe and we totally got smashed. this whole group of people start coming to cafe to order and the whole screen was full. Stupid people keep on wanting to drink in instead of taking away. Cups are soon disappearing since we didnt have time to wash it.

anyway, other then that it was so so. and to this one person. i was suppose to stock up before the next person came for the next shift. since i finished at 7pm i was tryna get stock before this person come but it was sooooo busy that i didnt have time. anyway, i was getting stuff and have to stayed back to get the stuff. geez, doesnt even appreciate me, think i was avoiding getting the stock. bitch. just cos its not busy when u came on doesnt mean it wasnt busy before you came on. i didnt even have time to get it so dont give me attitude. at least i give up my time just to get the damn stuff. then manager told me to go home and dont need to get it since that person can get it. thank god. i was totally smashed. stupid day.

school tomorrow and will need to stayed back for art. dammit. need to sacrifice my time until the damn project is done. at least im almost done. hopefully.

And yeah, i think i know what i want to do after high school. go to uni and study teaching/education for primary school. hopefully i get really good score. And good news. parent want me to get a car of my own so they gonna help pay half for the car! maybe by the end of this year?

after school shopping

so first up was ancient, maths then double art. today went by very quickly. after school went parra shopping with kong, tram and pangaka.

walked to station then train it to granville before swapping to parramatta train. ate first (subway and kfc for me.. yum yum) toilets, then post office then upstairs to shop. went into tree of life shop thingy which have reallly nice things such as pillows and dress etc etc. dymocks where i only bought one books. Kiss of Fire (about dragon/demon thingy. hopefully its really good. so many books storyline disappoint me and boring. need something real different) then off to clothes shopping where for the first or maybe second time i see kong buys many clothes. o.O! then to more stores, “PunkRose” store where i bought a trackie kinda pants and two singlets. hehe.

off to borders next and our shoulders was aching badly. stupid bags and the many books we carried. bought a book. cant resist. then i think we went to station to train it home.

saw erika at granville station so we all went home together. overall, a very tiring yet fun day. love love shopping.

work tomorrow at around 3pm. swap shift with jessica since she got this party in the afternoon and since on sunday im working at 3pm instead of open i just swap.

4 more weeks till trial. havent done any studying, i probably study tomorrow in the morning!

runaway love

just randomly came across this song from my ipod, which i didnt realise was in it. i really sad song, yet speak out to you. about abuse on very young girls of all different kind.

RUNAWAY LOVE:

Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1]
Now little lisa is only 9 years old
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold
Why shes all all alone and they never met her family
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with laughs–usually endin in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says ‘ouch’
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don’t believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 2]
Little nicole is only 10 years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
Why shes not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her
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Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises

Teachers ask questions she makin up excuses
Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out
Its only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight til the end
Until one day lil stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 3]
Little erica is eleven years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
Cause shes havin sex with a boy whos sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks shes in love
So theres no protection hes usin no glove
Never thinkin bout the consequences of her actions
Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he aint ready for a kid
Knowin her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say shes about to run away and never come back.

suggest that you listen to it or watch the video on youtube then you know what i mean.

anyway, onto a different topic.

school back on tuesday and art was first up. brought my artwork back to school and continue to paint etc. home by 12pm and work at 4pm till 8pm. wasnt that busy. funny as well since doreen, our manager was getting review and like she threaten us and all that (in a joking kinda way) and we have to be perfect in service and all that.

wednesday, school, home, work at 4pm till 8pm. fun day as well.

thursday rainy day, stayed back for tutorial for textile, home and yeah.

oh no! school tomorrow

can you believe that the holiday is over? hsc is coming and omg, i havent finish all my holiday homework. And now i am tryna cram everything into one night. yeah, silly me. tomorrow i will have to bring my artwork to school. wonder if it will fit into the car? pray it will. maths havent finish, but thank god we have it on wednesday instead so i will need to finish it tomorrow. no time to do it today since i will have to do art.

so last thursday went to watch movie with friends. met at the station at around 4pm. train to livo, eat, go around, meet up at the cinema to watch “the dark knight!” freaken scary man. totallly hate it. well not really. but still, most part was so scary that i feel like walking out of that door. so depressing, so dark and so much killing. you know the part where the joker was telling this guy about his father and mother? of how his father was a mad man, sticking a knife down his throat? you start to wonder if that how people become mental and how they all succumb to darkness. they get the thrill of killing people, of hurting others and so on. And the part where people letting fear shadowing their common sense and thats is how they also succumb to darkness.

So anyway. home by 9-930pm. movie was very long.

saturday work, sunday work. tomorrow school. damn. better finish off my sewing. whatever.

shopping with family

today to parra with mum, sis and bro. to the station at 1030am then train it to granville to switch to parra line. eat first, shop and bought stuff (books, pant, paints, sponge, whiteboard)… watch movie at around 1.30pm and i so love  “kung fu panda.” been wanting to watch that since the preview came out. so very good. anyone who want to see something funny yet exciting and scaring at some part then yeah go go watch it. love the ancient china setting. so  beautiful. really want me to go to china.

movie finished around 315pm and so we went around the shop for a while before training it home. so good to be back at cabra, without all those buzzing crowd. home by 430pm.

so for the past week and days been out all day. yeh i know i shud have stayed home and do some work but stupid me cant seem to stay home. so what the point of the list when all i been doing is nothing? yeah, no point at all. at least i did some painting, textile work and read. lolz. cannot help but read. i want the hsc to be over. everyone is making a big deal out of it and i dont want to make it a big deal. its like the “be all and end all.”  although i want to get a really good mark, i know that by going to Uni doesnt make you smart or rich or successful. so i dunno. but im not giving up yet.

Omg… trail is coming up very soon. other school already did theirs, and our one is in week 5 term 3. how scary. everyday its getting closer and closer.

i havent start on my english yet and i have like 4 pieces of writing to do. no fair no fair. although we already did like 3 of the writing already, teacher expect us to rewrite it and prepare it for the trail. so maybe i shud have just used my previous writing and change it a bit instead of wasting my time writing from scratch. dammit. shud have thought of that earlier.

around $80 left in my pruse *smile* although i spent like $150 just from today…. (food, movie, stuff) cant believe that i been blowing my money on stuff. should have save  it and could have got meself a car already aye? watever. no time for regret. the past is the past so i shouldnt be dwelling in the past…….

meeting at the park and parramatta shopping

today, meeting at around 11am for yearbook but some people were pretty late. called zerris, where he told me to meet him at 1030am cos he want to go out to eat. met pan and waited for kong but since she was busy tryna find the mintue thingy, it was almost 11am so instead we went to meet susan at the library. kong came out of no where and almost push zerris out of the road. funny. went to buy some food and drink and walked to the library to wait for other people. clara, tram, huong, judy and evan finally arrived. we moved to the park since janna was very late so we decided to start the meeting.

talk, write, comment, shout whatever for an hour and a half.

finally finish the meeting and so me, kong, tram and huong decided to go to parramatta shopping centre. YAY! um, have to do stuff first. then realised that zerris forgot his wallet (which was in my bag) so called him which he also realised. lucky. or else i would have taken it home with me. met him near the post office, gave it to him and so go to find kong and huong.

went around, tryna fix kong’s watch which does not work anymore. then finally train it to parramatta. must be our lucky day cos we only waited for around 5-10 minute. change at granville then Yay!!! parramatta! went to eat first. cheeseburger meal for me, noodles for kong and tram and kfc for huong. yummy.

then shop at dymocks where i bought one book. yeh, i know, i cant resist. then around to borders where i bought two books and used the 20% off coupon that they sent me. *smile* tram bought a book which was only $7!!! how cheap. was very surprise since it marked as $14.99 then to jb hifi where kong bought two cds(emo/punk band). eat again then train home. a fun day. thank god its not windy. home by 530pm.

tomorrow working at 12pm-8pm. no fair. i want to have open. then i can go home around 2pm. stupid roster. then sunday working at 7am till 3pm (which i am very happy). well guess i need to go and do some writing for english or maybe i shud go and read….. wait need to go and order pizza for the family. damn

to the city! a very cold day! damn winter

wednesday today and me, kong, susan, sivching, huong, zerris, xay hong and pangaka went to the city to shop, eat and have fun. meet at the station around 930am and it was sooo cold. wind kept on blowing my hair everywhere and i spent like 10minute just to get it right. Anyway, as i was walking to the station this man with a beer belliy and a burgular hat/ mask thingy was walking across the street and i was so damn scared. I walked as quickly as i could, my heart beating wildly cause im scared that the man might come behind me and stole my bag, robbed me or do something awful. then this crow start crowing out of no where making me jump and almost giving me a heart attack. stupid bird.

thank god i made it to the station but i couldnt help but wonder why a man with a mask would come out of broad daylight. scary shit

saw pangaka, xayhong, susan and sivching at the station. walked to the bank to get money out. saw kong and huong on the way.

then waited for zerris for half an hour since xayhong pursuaded him to come at the last minute. took the bankstown line which took forever to get to central. laugh, talk, bitch, gaming etc. finally got to central where we went to market city to eat. some went somewhere while me huong kong and zerris went upstairs to eat. Love love chicken katsu ramen. everytime i go to city i always eat ramen. finished eating before xayhong and pangaka arrived from their shopping. they eat while we four stooges went to galaxy world.

first we played this racing game, then basketball then deal or no deal which was so fun. everyone was there by then and we were all screaming and taking turn on which case to get. We won 137 tickets thanks to all of us. so happy. everyone around us was looking at us. then to downstairs where i got my student discount card, where zerris told me to get one. yay. got free gift from smiggles ( a pencil ahahha)

then the others split up and so only us four stooges left. went to station to catch to townhall where we meet at kinokuniya. bought around 4 books. yaya!!! pan and xayhong went home since pan got work. then we went to this apple store but on the way i saw dymocks and so me and susan went inside and i bought a book that susan recommend to me. hopefully its really good. the beginnning sound so interesting. met the others and trained it back home.

a fun yet tiring day. it was raining by the time we got back to cabra. zerris dragged me along with him to the bank and post office which i dont mind but stupid wind and rain, making me shivering the whole way home.

tomorrow textile in school, friday this yearbook meeting at the park then i might go to parra to get  more books. HAH. me aand my books. then next wekk me and zerris and kong want to go to the airport to do god know what. haha! crazy or what? well, its been kong and zerris dream to go to the airport to act like a tourist or lostie so i guess i might just tagged along. haha! sound funny when u think about it.

anyway, off to do some work which i plan to do but silly me and my laziness didnt do jack shit. doh!!!! no more computing or reading for now. maybe at around 10pm?

holiday!!!! but no bludging for me

july and no more school (for 2 weeks dammit) so much things to do. two major work due when i come back and trials in week 5. Maths assessment to do, 4 writing to do for english, textile and art body of work to do and ancient to study. I am gonna be so busy, and i will need to juggle between work, school work, and outing with friends ( i do need a social life as well)

so many things had happened for the past few weeks/days. lets start with monday 30th june. funny day. art people have to stay back to do our body of work and at around 3pm the fire alarm came on. Teacher knew it was a practice one but since she have to go home  and none of us want to go to the back oval and all that we decided to stay in class. the thing is we werent suppose to stay in class and the principal going around checking to see if anyone is in class when they werent suppose to. our classroom have large windows where anyone can see us so we all quickly hide in the store room. hid there for at least 5 minute, someone go out to check, heard footsteps, quickly ran back into the store room, locked the door. we all thought it was the principal. we were all shitting ourselves, tryna be quiet, praying we wont get caught. there were some knocking and we were all “shhhh” hoping the teacher would go away. when in fact it was our art teacher, coming back to check on us. we all sighed in relief. LOL. so hilarious. we all have a heart attack. teacher say we can all go and so we all quickly ran to get our bags and bolted out of the classroom. hahah!

funny day.

tuesday stayed back for art as well

wednesday have the textile incursion, so did our textile work for the whole day. have some pizzas for lunch which was YummY. have to go to school twice during the holiday. sigh*

also got our jersey jacket thingy and people say its very ugly when in fact i thought it was beautiful. stupid people. they always complain and stuff, saying they want their money back. jeez. i love it and wore it out. LOve love it.too bad cant wear it at school yet till next term. watever

thursday went to this career expo at bankstown. i so want to do teaching, or design (art/textile) or event management. so cooooll!!! and so many schoool and so many hot guys. haha!!!! too bad it wasnt for the whole day. stayed till 1130 then back to school.

shopping night as well, and pan invited me to parra where we shop, eat and talk. been away since we go out. Called me at around 5pm, walked to station (wearing my jersey jacket… so pretty) then off to parra. eat maccas, shop at Sisco where i bought a new wallet (its so pretty.  brand is guess: $15 and its redish/pink. its so beautiful) bought a shirt thingy and two books at borders. home at around 9pm.

friday was pretty much a bludge. have to bring my art work home. drop bel off too and thanks to william who helped carry her stuff to the car. unlike yang or whoever it was that ran off!

work today at 9am and its a first where i can sleep in till 8am, not having to wake up at 5am to go to work. work at cafe today and i sooo love making coffee. strange day, since it wasnt that busy. which is good. so many people order toasted sandwich. and i love banana bread. its so yummmy.

tomorrow i start at 3pm till 7pm. cafe again. woot woot

cant wait for wednesday. going to parra again! yay!!!!

so here is my plan for the two week holiday (very busy busy weeks ahead)

sunday: work at 3pm till 7pm…… start english writing

Monday: Crew meeting at 5pm,  writing for english number 2, finish my design inspiration page for textile, sew two more backing for textile and maybe do some painting for art

Tuesday: work at 11am till 7pm.

Wednesday: outing with friends at around 930am? do some sewing for art and some painting

thursday: textile at school from 930am till 230pm

friday: do maths work, do writing number three for english,

saturday: work at 12pm till 8pm

sunday: work at 7am till 3pm

monday: textile at school, need to do visual design

and that is all for now. Oh yeah, i got my tax thingy and so much money is coming my way. YAY! $559! need to put that money in my saving account instead. so no spending for me.