fail?!!! i think so

well maths exam today and omg, i think i fail. everyone say its hard. because maybe its hard. the formula sheet we all suppose to write and hand it in as well didnt help one bit. all the questions i did, i didnt look at the sheet for help which is really stupid because i study real hard for this one.

well stuff maths. i know im gonna fail so blerh

so today, home early, around 12pm since our art teacher wasnt here and we didnt have any sub teacher. stayed for one period and then off to cabra where i need to go to the post office to do stuff, livo to return the books that i borrow then shop around where i bought 3 books from dymocks.

tryna find new author to read and all that. kept hesitating since im scared the book will disappoint me and that mean a waste of money. didnt do much. home after deposit money into my bank. $1000! yeh… kept spending on stuff. could have been way over $3000 but stupid me.

oh well

tomorrow am working at 6am till 2pm. cant take car to work tomorrow which is a shame. dammit. wish i can buy or win a brand new car. urghhh. so unfair. i so envy people who have new car.

maths test…. again.. stupid

well tomorrow is maths assessment. bloody ^%4fjsdhi((&&%%32@$$7 !!! yes AGAIN! imma fail again. stupid maths. should have drop you instead. urghhhhhhhhhhh.

wish me luck anyway!

i dont want to study, but i must or else… just please let me pass bloody oath!

i really want to read but i must resist. And im craving for caramel latte for some reason

So yesterday was working at cafe! yay! did okay i guess except for a bit of mistake. thank god not many people. hehe.

i really want to go to parra again! maybe tomorrow?

parra with friends, plus books hunting

so today after period 3 me, ching, tram and kong went to parra westfield to shop at dymocks, look for formal invitation card, borders and this other bookstore (forgot the name), plus woolies, ebgames and toys r us.

been around 1-2 years since i been to parra and i was like “WOW WOW WOW” the station was right there at parra. just need to walk in and there the shopping centre. so amazing! i was so gobsmacked. my eyes were wide open tryna take everything in. And i must say, parra westfield is wayyy better then livo! no shit

um, so went to eat first. subway for me and ching while noodles for tram and kong. then up to dymocks where i finally purchase twilight, eclipse and new moon. then went around and purchase another two romance/suspense book by heather lowell. (fingers cross that the books wont disappoint me cos i literally spent over $100) then went to look at invitation. so many nice one and like we are thinking of getting the neutral colours yet simple in design. vertical, with black background and tan or cream for the front.

then off to ebgames where finally tram bought the clear case. tryna find the silicon case for kong but there were none of the colours she wanted. then went to woolies for 10mins then to toys r us where finally we found the case. happy days. off to borders and there were so many books that i wanted to buy. promise myself that next time i would come back and spend the whole day in those three bookstore. (i was so in love) didnt buy anything although i was tempted.

pumpkin patch where sivching bought two dresses for her niece. home!

oh yeah, we also went to this bear shop where u can make it yourself. so cool! i want to get one as well. damnit! im so coming back to parra. so many levels, so many shops, need to save up to spend!

so home by 5pm. We have some talk and gossip which was really fun. thanks ching for coming with us.

so yesterday wasnt meant to work but since Doreen asked me i just go “okay”. worked at 5pm till 11pm. get to wear my cafe uniform! yay. and i look so different. haha. funny kong how she said i look more girly. and i was like “so ur saying im not girly before?” fun times. no more training for me. Thank god i remember some stuff that kristina taught me. haha. finally i get to make a smoothies and frappe. easy peasy.

hopefully tram get to apply at our store! that would be cool. that mean me, kong and tram!

um, tomorrow work at 6am till 3pm!

 

tuesday today

well, only two more months till our trial. hsc moment havent sink in yet. i mean i know that its coming but it all just seem surreal. like a dream and im just going on day by day like everything is normal when in fact by November my school will end. i will never see the school, the teacher, the people, the CANTEEN ever again.

well handed in my textile assessment yesterday and i hope i did well however i highly doubt. compare mine to christina, i say mine was pretty bad and less info. sigh* can never compete with her. Um, so pplz been getting job and such nowaday. which is weird since its the last year of high school and hsc is looming ahead.

nothing really happen for the last couple of days beside work and homework which can be boring to read so i wont say anything. Anyway, have you guys heard of Twilight by Stephenie Meyers? well, read some comments and review of the book and pplz seem to like it ( like the harry potter series where everyone go crazy over it) And well it makes me want to go and read it and see what all the rave about. my friend kong says its really good and its about vampire and romance (which is a good thing) but is based towards teens year. so im like hmm? bad thing is its written in first person and in my opinion i dont like reading books in first person cause ur only getting one person pov. i preferred it to be written in third person.

So, since there is gonna be a movie about this book and seeing how movie is based on the book i think i might give it a go and see what its about. saw on dymocks that it was only $69.95 for three books! which i think is a bargain so i think im gonna buy it on friday when my friends and i go to parra (fingers cross)

well, so many things to do with so little time im off.

almost holiday? And the missing bread…

well only three more weeks till the next holiday. is it me or this year has gone by very quickly. so many homework and assessment due on week 9 and 10. textile thing is due on monday and im just half way done. need to do ancient and maths!!!!

today, work at 6am and dad let me drive to work. yay! so woke up this morning and planning to toast my 2 slices of bread that i saved from last night but when i went into the kitchen to search for my food it was gone. Someone ate my bread!!!!! urghhh. i was so angry. i have it all plan out. i would wake up at 530am, toast the sandwich, spread it with butter and then make myself a nice cuppa tea with milk. yeah, someone ate it all!!!! dammit. i was full on angry and dont know what to eat cos if i dont eat i know im gonna faint. dammit. so went with the noodles. i hid the sandwich so no one would find it. i think i know who and its my older brother for sure. damn him to helll!!!!

feel like crying now…

anyway, get to do cafe today as well, as in help Dany when it got busy. except i kinda got lost and all that.

um, drive thru today and it was so busy and windy! damn wind. whenever i open the window a gust of wind would blow and make everything fly, since the napkins and straws are next to the window. jessica was helping me and we make such good team. tomorrow same time. hopefully dad will let me take the car to work but since its sunday, and sunday is the day where the whole family would go out and eat and stuff i doubt dad will let me drive. sigh” i still cant do reverse parking, as in vertical, reverse parking thing. so damn scared. but i plan to do it tomorrow or next week.

well better get going and do my textiles!

new uniform already

so the training continue! i am getting the hang of it although it can be a bit lostie. esp the cold drinks and the food. but i will learn and conquer it. receive my mccafe uniform already. karah asked if i want my uniform now since kristina say i am quite ready. so yeah, got the white shirt (no more brown one) and the apron that goes with it. yay. so brand new. so all i need to do is open and close shifts. was very fun today and dad let me drive to work as well. finally able to get the car and go to work although he still worry that i will crash or something. i think he should stop worrying, unlike my older brother who can take the car whenever he wants. me, i have to ask. it will take awhile to convince him that i can handle the big old car.

start at 6pm finish at 10pm and not alot of pplz although at one stage there was like a whole bunch of pplz at cafe. thank god Samantha help me out or else i be like crazy. kong work at 7pm till 12am.

11pm. i shud go to bed…

long weekend over

back to school! tuesday and get to go home early.

art was first up and we did our practical work! continue painting and layering the thing but i need to get a move on. sewing words onto this paper is so damn hard. urghh… why cant i start on another canvas already and do the wording later?

double textile next and continue with our practical work. show Miss about my description thing and so on. english listen to two people do their speaking task then teacher gave us our cleopatra and antony book thing where we will read in class.

home, did maths homework then work at 4-8pm where i continue with my cafe training. im getting the hang of it. fast learner and well i think i did pretty well. tomorrow training again, this time cold drinks and probably food. cant wait to get the uniform. that would be awesome. no more hat. yuppie! i seriously dont look good with hat on!

received books today. double yay! finally arrived. yes, im so overly obsessed with books that  i go crazy over it. no kidding. its like books can be ur friends, the way it can understand you and how u can relate to the characters, although they are fiction. they create feelings, talk to you and transport you to a different world that is entirely different from yours. its like you are getting away from the real world, the problem u are facing, even if its just for a while.

anyway, im just so angry at how some people can be so narrow minded. example would be how they dissed about maccas but still go and eat it. and then say “something something” is way better then maccas. yeah? then why still at maccas then? why dont you go somewhere else then? we dont want people like you coming to our store anyway so shove it. yeah, so get me soooo mad that i just despised that person/s. And even though you might think maccas=cheapie or whatever, but since i worked there for over 2 years already you become attached to that place and i have to defend it. its the people that i worked with that i can relate to cos they know what it feel likes to be abused by a customer, the sweat and hard work they get while trying to make and serve people. People who never worked in hospitality industry or havent worked at all dont know what its like so i wish they would just shut their fucken mouth before saying crap about something they dont know about.

yesterday, today, tomorrow

me, kong, huong, tram, xay hong and christina went to the city yesterday to celebrate huong’s bday (late one of course) Um, trained it at 930am, got to townhall and went up to kinokuniya. i was so excited and bought 5 books altogether. stayed for at least 1-2 hours. christina came abit late so we met her and went to eat at marketcity. Yummy ramen! love it! i was so full by the end of the meal.

shop around at morning glory and all those cheapie shop. finally bought a late bday pressie for huongm this cute little pig speaker thing. went downstairs and they have this book for sale. coolies.

afterwards went to capitol to take some photos. stayed there for at least 2 hours. decorating can take so long. cut, then train it home. home by 530pm.

Went to pick mum up from work and then drove to mt pritchard to try dominos and  red rooster. THANKS PANGAKA AND SIV CHING for the many food and discount. i owe u guys. so yeah, come to my workplace and i try to sneak in some food. haha!!!

we brought like 2 pizzas, got 2 fisherman baskets, chips and a roll (from red rooster) so yummy!!!

home, eat and read.

today= queen’s bday= no school. woke up really early to do my textile and art work. take mummy to work then home and start sewing for an hour. so bloody hard and i think i am falling behind. dammit. so damn lazy. stupid assessment. i cant wait to finish school.

did our speech on friday for english and i got 17/20. niccceee! much of a bludge that day.

tomorrow school and i have art first up. dreading it. then double textile then english! woot, home early tomorrow. but damn, work tomorrow as well.

first day at mccafe!

a very wet day today. school was alright although been working last night didnt have a chance to actually finish my work. homework, assignment, majors are piling up and the stress is starting to build.

so today my first shift doing cafe and it was really fun and cool. i thought it was gonna be very hard but frothing the milk was kinda easy. kristina, my trainer is really good at explaining. funny girl as well and a “neat freak.”  first time frothing the milk and she said i did an excellent job. *give myself a pat on the back*

milk was smooth and frothing and no bubbles. and yeah, show me how to make cappucino, latte etc etc. just need to remember if there is froth on the coffee and so on. stayed back till 10pm instead of 8 which was very tiring. um. Ching and Susan came to maccas to eat, sat jennifer as well. talk to them during my break and then back to cafe for more training. 8pm, went to front counter and work work work.

hmm,, saurday working at 6am till 2pm, next week tuesday and wednesday training again. 4 shifts next week.. coolies. more money!

11pm now and havent done my english speech yet dammit. think im gonna do child abuse. got all the info just need to write it into a speech.

maths today and belinda randomly asked me if im against or for abortion. she is tryna figure out what to do for the speech. Me, pan, virginia, belinda and thai was arguing how a baby should be born or not. yeah. i was totally against abortion. killing off a child is bad in my opinion. and if you dont want to have a child then use protection for god sake. so yeah. really nice discussion. funny as well.

off to do my speech now!

dreadful day, good news

so been a while since i last updated!

rewind back to wednesday where our art class did our inclass essay! must say i was really surprised when i got my mark back yesterday. didnt get to finish it and thought i did really bad. study like crazy but still cant remember some points. woke up at 2am that wednesday morning to study, slept till 6am, woke up again to study then walk to school to get hot cocoa from gloria jeans since i am craving for it. love it!!!!

didnt finish conclusion but still manage to get really good marks so am very happy. not happy for maths though. got 58%! im so depressed and its worth 20% or something. i study hard but i guess logarithms are just my weakest link.

friday stayed home since didnt want to do the athletes carnival thing although it is our last year. but o well. cant remember what i did.

work saturday and sunday. very very busy!!!

fast forward to today. been raining for the last two days already and today was the worst. water seem to kept on pouring. home at 12:05pm. mum picked me up then i get to drive to cabramatta to pick up my books, drove to livo for dentist appointment, home, picked up my younger sister, rain kept on pouring, drove to cabra again to centrelink then drove to work. And guess what? sindy put me on cafe for training tomorrow! was very surprised when karah gave me this sheet of paper that outline the training i will be undergoing. i was like what this? and she start explaining how tomorrow i will be working at the mccafe so i sooo happy. been wanting to do cafe since forever.

so yeah, cant wait to start tomorrow. work today at 4-9pm. and it was alright. wasnt too busy. good pplz and doreen is so kind she gave me 15mintues break. i was starving and yeah.

um. home, eat and now i need to do my maths and art hw