back to school! yay! but a very hot day…

back to school yesterday for year 7,11,12. And i was late for the first day. well, suppose to start at 830am but stupid me didnt know so went at 840am.enter the back gate and was kinda lost since didnt see my friends, went past lecture theatre and peter goes we’re in lecture theatre so turn around and saw most of the year in there with teacher talking. have to wait outside with the rest of the peeps who were late. Ms Nguyen gave us our timetable and it was confusing.

Finally get to go in and sat with sitare. teacher talk etc etc. then was assembly where the principal welcome us back and introduce us to the year 7.

went to our period 1 lesson which was english at B block and home by 230pm. wasnt a bad day. it was really good to see friends and other people. not many things happen. At lunch most of year 7 sat around the canteen area. They dominate the whole area and when there was an announcement on everything just went quiet. it was so funny.

second day of school and the year 8,9 and 10 are back. have hospitality class. during period 4 and 5 the career advisor and the deputy principal came around to see if we want to drop a subject/s since only 10 units are counted towards your UAI. finally drop hospitality and teacher say i dont have to go anymore! yay! meaning tomorrow morning i can go to school at 9am and sign on by 915. woot!Happy day!

for the last two days been so hot. damn summer. rather have winter now!

holiday over, school shall start

time sure fly when your doing nothing! tomorrow is back to school and am very excited! yay! cant wait to meet my friends which i havent seen in a while.

so been working on my art and textile and i must say i am pretty proud of myself. done a couple of water painting on cheap canvases and it turn out pretty good. Though try to experiment what teacher told me to i found out that it was very difficult so went and do it my way. Use some ink and watercolour pan thingy and took me a while just to get the colours and blending right but in the end it was well worth it. Just hope teacher like it.

Havent start on english assignment and will later tonight. Have to pack my stuff, no new bags but who cares? at least i have an old bag to put my stuff in. No new shoe but old shoe is still fine. You could say that im a cheapie but *shrugs*

Might buy it later this week when i get pay.

Period pain and its the worst feeling ever. Slept at 1pm to 230pm and finally the pain subsided. Thinking, worrying and stressing alot due to the back to school and im not ready for the hsc. damn scary.

Holiday gone by so fast that you dont know what just happened few days ago. Can you believe that its 530pm already? my god!

stupid telstra people say they gonna fix the phone line but havent!!!! when you say you gonna come and fix it then come and fix it. so now all calls are diverged to my mobile and its so frustrating cos you can only take calls but not call anyone. only can use mobile which charge you for the call you make. And i know i should be calling the testra company to say they havent come to fix the phone yet but its complicated right now.

a fine day

so recently every weekend i am rostered on at 6am or 7am. how weird. usually i start at 8am. but i guess its better since get to go home early and have the whole afternoon. work today and it was pretty alright. woke up at around 520am to eat then dad drove me to work. i feel so guilty waking him up every saturday and sunday morning just to drive me to work. how i wish i was on my P and can drive myself instead. So i been dreaming about having my own car and getting my license. how silly of me. only less then two weeks before i go for my test and im scared as hell.

yesterday, drove at 8am around merryland. it was pretty alright but im still not confident. im scared of failing! yesterday was also the CPS reunion to the beach but didnt go. wonder if other people from primary school went? shrugs*

Recently bought this window art thingy at spotlight for $5/$6 a pack and its really awesome. You get to design and paint your own sticker window thingy and leave it to dry and it turn out like a sticker, take it out and can stick it on window or glass. its so awesome! reallly pretty yet frustrating. sometimes the sticker would ruin and i get so frustrated and angry and have to start over again. meaning have to redraw  and wait for the thing to dry for 10 hours! dammit. but the end result is pretty awesome.

escaping from reality

first up… r.i.p to heath ledger. even though im not a fan of superstar and actor he is still too young to die (only age 28)

so anyway, news been showing all the films he’s in etc etc and one film i found that was really interesting was candy. although i havent watch it yet and only got a sneak preview i found that the plot was really interesting. search on site and it was based on a book by Luke Davies titled Candy: A Novel of Love and Addiction. so read some of blurb and storyline provided on net and its about a guy who found love in heroin and Candy (a girl) And so here’s the blurb:

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Candy is a novel of love and addiction; a first person account of one man’s love for the two pillars of his existence, which both happen to be Candy. One is a beautiful young dancer of suburban pedigree, the other is heroin.

Luke Davies brings the reader through the lives of the countless individuals ensnared by contemporary heroin addiction.

Plot summary (found on wikipedi)

Candy came into his life when supply was bountiful; times were good and her arrival only made things better. Both looking for excitement they found more than they bargained for. He felt that he had found his kindred spirit, his twin: he wanted to share absolutely everything with her. He fell in love; she fell double time, for him and his addiction. Now she was a part of him, a part of his problem. In the early days of their mutual love they were on a wild ride that expanded their senses and heightened their passion for one another. Money runs out and reality kicks in. They know they have to stop before addiction sets in, no one told Candy the anguish associated with getting clean. No one told her that she was addicted after her first taste.

Things fall apart, hard. Feeding their addiction consumes their every waking hour. He runs second-rate scams while Candy hocks her arse. Dreams are put off or lost forever. The day to quit is around the corner but it never comes. Detox is a miserable failure a multitude of times. Life is hard, except when they’re stoned; then life is beautiful or at least bearable.

Love holds them together in a world of inescapable addiction. The only way to lose the demon is to lose one another. If you love someone let them go; they chose life over the one-way path they had been following for too long.

Candy is a love story. It is also a novel about addiction. From the heady narcissism of the narrator’s first days with his new lover, Candy, and the relative innocence of their shared habit, Candy charts their decline. Candy becomes a prostitute, the narrator becomes a scam artist, and smack becomes the total and only focus of their lives.

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I found this really interesting yet im not a fan of sad ending but it make me think that people do drugs because they want to escape from reality. its the same with me, of how i try to escape reality thru reading, and before you laugh and say this is ridiculous, it’s true.  After readin thru many reviews on Amazon.com of what other people think, i found different interpretations of the life of the person in the story. told in first person it show the difficulties of two people trying to quit but would somehow succumb back to darkness. I guess i shouldnt judge people because of them using drugs. i mean why did they do it in the first place? maybe its the same as me as trying to escape from this world because reality can be too painful.

The book made me want to read and the movie i want to watch but im too afraid of knowing the truth of the other world and would rather live in ignorance. Im not too brave enough to read thru the ending (even tho i have a sneak preview) Right now im still shock by it.  enough said!

today went livo meself. cant stand being home. i feel so sick and tired being stuck at home so at 11am went to livo. shop around, bought stuff etc etc. Then home by 240pm.

that is all..

new connection

been raining for couple of days already. woot.

so today we switch our internet connection from optus to telstra. dont know if its a good idea but oh well. many problems today. home phone not working so called them up and they say its probably the wire outside where the technician will come on wednesday to fix. so all calls are diverged onto my mobile number. how weird.

work on sat and sun, but home early on sat cos i was feeling sick. dont know what happen. and i really want to work. stupid sickness. only worked for 3 hours then manager say go home cos i look so pale and they scared im gonna faint. sunday was feeling fine and all that. ohh and i was selected (along with some other people) to be a crew trainer. hmmm… .is that a good thing? get to train the new crew and stuff. meeting on feburary 29th.

working tomorrow at 4pm till 8pm. yay! other then that nothing really happened. how boring. my holiday been so boring. mostly stayed home and play games, bludge, watched tennis, tv, read and that about it. and if i do go out mostly myself to shop etc. i seriously have no social life.

shopping with friends

went livo today with kong and her sister, sowandy at aroudn 130pm. dad drove us there.

shop around and finally found a pack where there are 15 stuff in 1. have nintendo clear case, carry case, stylus pen x4 and other stuff. only $34. also bought canvases from hot dollars, the sims life stories from toys r us (was around $60 slash down to $20) then eat then spotlight. around 5:15pm was half way to station when pangaka called and say if we want to watch movie now and that she gonna come to livo. waited till 6pm for her. And so we all walked back to livo shopping centre. Pangaka bought 40 nuggets and a large chips. went to look for time for movie (Juno was our plan) however it started at 7pm and finish at probably 915pm. so didnt go to watch cause it be too late when we get home. went downstairs, eat our nuggets and shop around again. bought ice cream (mint choc chip with vanilla. Yummy!) then train home by 8pm.

well that is all. ^^

hot hot hot day

whew! its really hot today! stupid weather and now its raining.

went officework today with family but i didnt buy anything since there is nothing i need or want. sis and bro bought book covering and other stuff. went to cabra to eat (yum cha) and was very full by the end. went around, then home by 12pm.

driving lesson at 1pm for at least 1 hour and a half. went to merryland where the driver instructor tell me where to go and what area will be tested. was alright.

home.

tomorrow plan to go to livo to buy stuff. i need shoe, case for ds (didnt go today cos of driving) and other stuff. time sure fly. only a week and a half.

metallic rose ds lite

finally arrived and yes i bought another one. the other one was for my little bro while this is for me and guess what? its a metallic rose colour instead. thank you ebay. its so damn sexy and its come with 50 games, a nds card etc. postman came at 7am this morning and was still sleeping. knock our door and yeah, dad gave me the package. was pretty much half asleep

tomorrow plan to buy a case for it.

today went driving around, parking and three point turn. did alright except parking is not as easy as it looks. i got it right a few time yet stuff it up most of the time. hopefully i will do alright on the day of the test. pray to god!

home, played games, went to livo for checkup, eat, home.

the fox and the hound

an absolutely classic cartoon of all time. havent watch this in a long time and i finally found it. watched it this morning and its both sad yet happy at the same time. i recommend this to all y0u people out there to watch it.

so anyway, 8am drove around to merryland for at least one hour. home, eat, tv, now on net. that is all. nothing to do and i know i shud be hittin the books and study but im too lazy. maybe later. beside im waiting for something and it better arrived or else i will scream, literally.

tomorrow dentist appointment at 4pm so probably go to livo like few hours early and window shopping, since have to wait for payday on wednesday. suck being me.

 

a very hot day

time seems to pass by very slowly today. maybe its the  weather. Anyway, work today at 6am and was order taking. morning was literally dead but  during lunch time maccas was pretty much packed. whats with people going out to eat on hot days? so when its a warm day the place is less but on very hot days like today, customer seem to come in.

anyway, worked till 3pm and was very tiring.

so school is just around the corner and even though i promise myself not to procrastinate i still do. there still english, textile and art to do however im half done with textile and art. scared of going back to school yet excited for some reason.

need to buy a new bag and new school shoe but knowing me im probably too lazy to go out. i rather stayed home and do nothing.