its party time

Been a while since i blog. Nothing much really happened. I finally got the sims and it is the full house!!! Woot!!!! All the collection however i cant get the sim superstar to work for some reason. Anyway, the whole thing only cost $39.95! how cheap. Went on tuesday to livo with Pangaka just to shop around. I wanted to look for games and see how much they are. Been around and finally found a shop that sell the original Sims. ^^ So if anyone want to go and buy it its at DickSmith.

Later bought some books at bigw, folder, canvas etc. then home at 4pm

Wednesday finally recieved a letter from ANZ and now i can get the progress saver card next week. Already deposit $500. Aim is $5000? not sure.

Saturday was work. start at 8am till 5pm. whew. A 9 hour shift. was so tiring. Afterwards went to Kong house for her surprise party. Too bad she kinda guess that there was something up. All our group came and trash kong house. hehe

damn im so jealous of kong’s room. she have the most beautiful room ever. its like her own mini house. there were tv, sofa, beds, computer, fridge and a toilet. All in one huge room.

eat. talk about how Huong tryna keep kong out of the house for one day and how she take kong to everywhere! lol. was very funny. Zerris want a drink and the bottle was by my side. I told him to catch because im gonna throw the bottle at him. BUT instead he just sit there while i threw it and hit him. shame on him. he thought i was lying. like what the?

then walked to hungry jack. Scary shit man! walked thru the short cut way, thru the retirement home where a dog bark and we all scream and saw a cat. Ran across the road like the devil was behind us. Was so funny. Pan Zerris and kong was being insane while me, tram and huong was sane. Thank god

bought icecream at hungry jack. doesnt taste as nice as maccas! its too……. plastic or soemthing.

wait for xay hong. then walked back to kong house. even scarier cos it was real dark. But was so funny. Kong staart running so we all start running. Home at kong house, we just lazed around, talk, cut the cake at 730pm! took some pictures, laugh, eat then back to kong’s little house. dance, music, admiring the little baby. so damn cute! home at 9pm.

forward the time. damn. and i got work at 6am. sigh” sleep then woke up at 500am. dress,eat work. some people were late or early because of day light saving.

did ordertaking. it was fun^^ then on fries for the last 2 hours. home at 2pm. shower, watched naruto, fell asleep and woke up at 7pm. been a tiring weekends.

Next week only one shift! thank god!

tiring

Work today at around 7 something morning. was suppose to work at 8am but someone called in sick and so the manager ask if i can come in early. i was half asleep and awake when dad gave me the phone. Even though i dont feel like going i say i come as early as i can.

Work till 5pm. Very tiring since in the morning i was the only one at front while Kylie was in drive thru. So i was like serving and handing out food. Then at 9am few people came. Thank god. Was serving then was put thru drive thru, then front counter then on fries then finally got my break. I was freaken starving! Half an hour later, went to do drive thru (ordering taking). Then at 430pm i was put at front helping out for half an hour. Then finally HOME! woot! went to Harvey Norman to look for some games but there was none that i want. I really want to buy The Sims original with all the add on. But get to buy speaker. Only $36 (on sale) really need it since i always scab it off my older brother and he always complain. This one is so much better. SO small and doesnt clatter my room.

Was doing some cleaning in my room. Tryna put everything neatly cos im pretty much a neat freak but no matter how many paper or old workbook i chuck out there’s still so many stuff in my cupboard. However, i feel kinda relief to be chucking all the useless junks. I cant believe i have so many paper that i dont need. Its kinda funny when you look back thru all ur past stuff that had been all forgotten and when u uncover them one by one, memories just jump back at you.

School tomorrow. Cant wait. I really enjoy school, even tho the days seem to go by so fast. Its like BAM! Day 1 over. Tomorrow get to go home early. YAY! no period 5 or 6! that mean home at 1pm. Cant wait to drop subject next yr. Meaning free period! woot! hopefully timetable stay the same.

9 more weeks of school then its christmas, new year and six weeks of holiday! but of course its no time for me to start bludging. I got two majors that is due next year and better get start on those.

friday

School today wasnt too bad. Hospitality was in the morning then ancient history where sir mark the homework, read abit about Pompeii (interesting topic), then maths, then Ancient again. Watched a movie called “Pompeii- The last day” or something like that. Sorta like a documentary with some drama thingy that retell the story of the last day of Pompeii before the eruption of the volcano. Very sad because it all seem so real.

Then was art but didn’t go cos have to go to tafe where we have to get there by ourself cos Mr Solomon cant drive us there -.-” However thanks to Huong and Andy i was driven there instead ^^ Andy drove us to Cabra first where we bought drinks and food. Saw my parent which was very scary. Luckily i told them the truth and stuff so it okay ^^

Then Andy picked us up and drove to tafe. Got there real early and stuff. Home by 530pm where i get to eat KFC! yummy…

Anyway cant wait to drop hospitality and tafe course for next year. Dont think i want to do tourism anymore. Heard the pay isnt good and stuff, long hours, etc. Beside i want to devote my times in art and textile where i have TWO majors to do. How unlucky of me…. So i need to start planning and thinking of some ideas….

And i did pretty okay in yearly but think my half yearlies was even better then this.

Hospitality: 71% (teacher told me and belinda that we came 4th in the whole hospitality class but not sure)

Ancient History: think i got 71%? or somewhere there

Advanced English: 59%……. or something like that

Advanced Maths: failed!!!! by 1% dammit. 49% shame on me

Textile: pass but dont know the percentage. came 2nd to Christina… hehe

Art: damn haven’t got the test back.

anyway think i did pretty bad in yearly. In my half yearly report i got all A’s but now i dont think i will get the same result. some A’s and B’s and a C or D for maths for sure

if you decieved

today school wasnt too bad but i was very anxious to get home for some reason. during period 4 i was like cant wait to get home. Many homework and things to buy for school and it only been 4 days. Need process diary for art, folder for ancient and textile, new books for english and ancient and so on. Am tryna do ancient homework and maths which is due tomorow. Maths i hate since i dont understand calculas. so damn difficult. I need to go to tutor real bad. And its nerdy of me to say but i really want to go. Seeing as how i am getting dumber at maths, i guess i need to get my ass up and do some serious study. havent gone to tutor for 1 year already.

Anyway, last night was soooo sad. Re read the book by Kresley Cole (she a really great writer for romance. I recommend her to anyone who enjoy romance books) If you decieve is the best in the whole trilogy. Ethan so damn cool and the ending was so happy and sad. Sigh. Cried when she almost died and how he so lovable. If only guys was like that.

Tomorrow is Friday! so fast. the week gone by so fast. dread weekends cos got work at 8am till 5pm. I have no life.

not a bad week for the start of school

Mood: normal

Music:  Naruto: Alive, Shooting Star

back to school for the first week and mostly its a bludge. just an intro on what is expected in year 12, about how everything is counted towards your UAI, and major work for art and textile. *Sigh* have two majors for year 12 and dont know if i can cope with it. need to really think, plan and start real soon. no more bludging for me. i am really serious with this crap. never been serious with my work before. just hopefully i start sooner then later. I need to get rid of my bad habit.

So like recently am writing all the note for english. We are doing Journey  at the moment and looking at a poem by Robert Frost. zvery inspirational. “The Road Not Taken” is about making choices, choosing between two different path and regret but in the end it can be rewarding.

Damn teacher for not letting us drop a subject this term but can next year. Dammit. i want free  study period so i can have time to write notes etc. Teacher say we have to study till the end of the year. Damn. 10 weeks of wasting my time in hospitality when i could do something else. Oh well, guess thats life. No everything will go your way.

Lucky people who did cross road for the first three term and can now go home early…. Why must i suffer? still have Tafe to do. I feel so drain. feel like my life is constantly running non stop. School, homework, part time work, tafe etc. These days i dont have time to myself.

Driving after school today. Went to Hume Hwy, Fairfield, Horsley Drive, Cabramatta and Warwick farm. I hate driving. but i must cos i need it for the future. Just hope that i improve, get my P and so on.

late bday surprised

first day of school and am still in holiday mood. very hot today and was very excited to be back at school yet dreading it cos i have a test at period 4 for textile. Anyway, saw Tram and called her to wait for me. walked to R block and saw all friends and peeps. Kong and Huong called out to me and Kong was like “i have something for you.” i was like blank blank. no idea what was going on. Then outta no where two bags with stuff inside appear out of kong behind. LOL. nah jks jks. she handed it to me and say it was all from us! meaning all from our friends. Inside the bags was a box, beautiful candles, and an album. The album contained all our friends and memories with messages written on the pages. IT WAS SO AWESOME!! love it so much. very funny photos and stuff… hilarious. Like to say thanks to kong, zerris, tram, huong, pan, christina and everyone who contribute in this album. Best present ever!!!!!! you guys deserve a……chocolate!!!!

 i shall treasured it for the rest of my life… never thought i would get this. lolz… i remember how me, huong, kong, zerris and tram went to livo westfield and went to all these shops, kong buying stuff and i have no idea what it was for. zerris kept covering my ears and stuff. i was suspicious at first then got over it and forgot about it.

Now i knew what they were doing. Sneaky little people.

 today was mostly bludging except for maths which i learnt something i forgoten. Parabolas and how to solve etc. it was alright. bel wasnt here cos she got this interview thingy with commonwealth peeps and Pangaka was away for some unknown reason. so sat with Seila.

was really dreading period 4 but then we have a test and it was open book. THANK GOD! stressing out for no reason. however got this storyboard due on wednesday. what shall i do? have to do a storyboard on “cant live without” where we have to come up with 5-6 things that are important to us etc etc.

Anyway get to go home early since no sport on monday anymore! yay! went to cabra with tram and zerris and just bludge around cos they have no keys to get home and the weather was real hot. bought drinks, went to woolworths, sit and talk and gossip. ^^ it was real fun.

then home time.

am enjoying the present that the stooges gave me. thanks so much. have to remember to bring books tomorrow for tram to borrow! ^^ alll romance books of course since she need inspirations. hehe…. wonder what i shud give her??? hehe

anyway, tomorrow get to go home early! yay! and double english tomorrow. i think.. damn

o well cya later!

working and driving was hell

work today at 8am and dont feel like going but have to. 8 till 4pm and i guess it was alright except some pplz at work placement are abit… urghh…. its like they are not thankful and are pmsing. no respect man even though i bloody help them out and stuff. be nice to me then bitch me later. jst want me to bash them to hell.

Anyway after work went home, eat maccas which i get for half price cos i work there, rest then drive. Am still on my L and want to get my P by the end of this year but bloody hell i hate driving. i just want to drive so i can drive to work or school or to shop. but driving is so scary. feel so much pressure from other pplz in the road, stops sign, traffic light etc. why do they even make car? urghh… whenever i drive feel like im gonna die any mintue. hate turning, hate roundabout hate everything on the road, and hate other drivers. so impatient. just because i am slow and am still a learner you dont have to be so bloody pissed. You were once a learner too dumbasses…. have some sympathy.

any way i drove yesterday and today! was so tiring. my bum was hurting after half an hour of driving. i wonder how pplz can survive. legs were aching and the sun keep getting into my eyes. and i try to concentrate but really when you are driving you have to multitasks, meaning u have to watch the speed, the traffic lights, the roads and everything around you. i wish in the future that they would make a real automatic car where u dont have to turn, steer or whatever. all u need to do is sit and let the car take you there. But i guess i must blame our car. its so huge and hard to turn. like you must be very quick at turning or else WHAM!!!

tomorrow work at 12pm till 6pm. i probably learn in the morning or something if we have time. if not then next time. im dreading the next time i have to learn to drive. bloody scary. its like your life is in the line and any moment you could die if you make the wrong turn or whatever. and plus have my dad there yelling at me and telling me off make me scarier.

i want more books to read. so boring now. waiting for naruto shippuden 31 to come out. Please hurry up and release it dammit! i really want to watch it. Glad to be back to school yet dreading it cos we are in yr 12. can i handle the pressure? i almost broke down the last time out exam and asssignment were due so this time i need to have to study real hard. wish me bloody luck

growing too fast its such a shame

just an entry from my bebo. change around abit though…

bebo is getting so boring. everything is getting boring. msn, chatting, bebo etc…. what i find exciting is reading, painting, watching Naruto shippuden (too bad ep 31 havent come out yet or if it has then cant seem to find it) and outing.
Havent been hanging with friends in the holiday. guess im busy with work and just need a little me time. So on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday been going out myself and just shop? or walk around. i cant be bother to drag someone along with me to shop and stuff. i guess i dont want to burden them and stuff. Beside i feel better going myself. i can go to shop i want, rest when i want and go wherever i want.
Kinokuniya is so amazing. SO many books with so many subjects. You dont find that many in Dymocks, bigw or Angus&Robertson. spent like 3 hours in there yesterday. It was pure heaven. went to romance section, magazine, manga, careers, heatlth, life and style section and just wander around. i was tempted to buy some books but luckily i walk outta there without purchasing anything ^^ tryna resist temptation.

got test for textile when i get back to school. cant believe we are in year 12 already. time fly so fast. kids are growing too fast. technology is advancing and i wonder why? why cant kids be kids? why cant the 10 year old or younger stop wearing skirt, putting on makeup, flauting their skin? why cant they play with dolls, with sand? we are drifting away from our old self, trying to blend in with everyone, trying to go with time. if only we could turn back time.

today gone by so fast. didnt go out but stayed home. and then before i know it its already 7pm. im one step closer in leaving home, in marrying, in haaving kids, and being independence. And its kinda scary. morning turn to night in a blink of an eye and it makes me think that im wasting my time, and im not prepared. if only if it would stop for just a second or minute or hour. just wish things would slow down, so that i could process it in.

Was suppose to go out with friends today to celebrate my late bday party but i cant be bother. its the past. and beside it wouldnt be like celebrating. just going out and have fun. but i guess i wasnt ready to face them. i just to be alone for awhile, until we get back to school. i cant wait for school. although there homework, peer pressure, test etc. i feel so relaxed. feel like myself, feel like i can think. at home i feel like im suffocating. My energy feel drain, i cant think, headache occured and i feel like im wasting away. i guess with all these technology such as the comp, phone etc in my room, the energy just drain outta me.

so i been reminiscing the past and thinking of the future. i think i know what i want to do when i leave school. i have some option planned and i hope it will work out. i did some research, thinking and talking with my parent and they agreed and supporting me. but somehow i think they are not. hard to explain.

anyway thinking of doing teaching at primary or high school but i probably start with primary.
or i could do as a receptionist
or something to do with tourism since im studying that at tafe at school.
however i also want to do something creative too. like i probably study art at tafe or hairdresser or something where i can work in a practical field. yeah so i guess i need to do some more research and stuff before im really sure.

My aim for this term and next year is:
START STUDYING, PREPARING, AND DO ALL WORK BEFORE THE DAY IS DUE

first entry

3 more days till school started. 2 weeks holiday is not enough. we shud at least get 1 month of holiday.

Watched Naruto Movie last night. First movie was alright, second movie i fell asleep since its over 12am and i cant keep my eyes open. Let the comp run till morning. then somehow stupid mouse doesnt work so have to steal it off my bro one. “Sigh” need to buy a new mouse since the old one is shit.

my room is so messy. wish i have more space to put all my stuff. i really want my own room so i can have my own shelf to put all my books, my own privacy and where i can decorate and go crazy. Too bad i have to share with my sister although i dominate the room. hehe

so what is there to blog about? nothing really happen and i pretty much blog it on bebo so i guess i better go. think im going to eat with family later at bankstown when dad come home. hopefully soon cos im starving.